Have you ever wanted to say or write something but you held back? Why did you hold back? Was it something that wasn’t appropriate or were you just scared? Did you feel like no one was listening so why bother? Did you feel like you could not tell anyone? Do you feel alone and afraid? Do you feel like you have no one? Everyone needs someone to talk to. Whether it is a family member, a priest, a rabbi or a best friend. Who do you talk to? Who do you confide in? Who do you trust? Has something changed in your life to think differently? I want to hear from you. Sometimes life throws us curveballs and no matter how hard we try to figure it out we can’t. We one day wake up and suddenly life is different something is missing. You can feel it in your heart. A few memories come up on your phone that you glance at and you remember a time in your life when life was different. Today I wanted to do a long post on social media but I decided not to. No one has time and neither do I . I chose to make time on here instead. This is my blog and my world. I decide what to say and do. Do you want to say something to someone? Do you want to tell someone how you feel? I shared my opinion and it got lost in translation and all of the sudden the world went black for just a second. I felt empty and I just stood there and that was it. They were gone and I tried to reach out and I got no where. My kids have said it is okay you have other people in your life that care about you do not waste your energy on people that do not want you in their life. You know what they are right. Why should I? Give me one reason why I should care? I thought so. People have come in and out of my life for most of it. The ones that stick around are the ones that are real and care about me. I will not waste space in my head thinking about someone that does not care about me. It is their loss. If you are fortunate enough to find a friend that will stick by you no matter what than you are very lucky. I pray everyday for everyone. God listens to me he listens to everyone. Now onto the next life lesson.